well I had gotten back with my girl friend and it seems everything was going good. but fate stepped in. it seems I am destined to be alone.
I should of known I can't run from fate. hat does fate want from me? what is it that I have to do so it will let me be happy?
I do know there is a God and I know if things aren't done his way bad things happen.
he won't even let me end my own life.

Many prayers needed.

Phil